I am in a very difficult situation, so I need some money to temporarily solve my problem.

I am Ashen Dilan Dikshan Thilakaratne, I am from Sri Lanka. I was a civil servant attached to a security force. I left my job due to very personal reasons. With high hopes, I started farming by spending all the money I earned from my job, but due to the recent weather changes, everything was ruined. I tried very hard to stand up on my own without telling anyone, but it turned out the other way around. We are a small family in terms of economy, I did all this thinking that I would be a source of strength for everyone, but it did not happen that way. But I have not given up my hopes, I know very well that I will rise again. I will fulfill all my hopes, all the duties I have to do for my family. I have great faith in that. My elder brother passed away recently. We Buddhists have to make alms for those who have died after 3 months. This requires about 300,000 rupees. I have lost all the money I had, and I am wondering what to do. I am in a very difficult situation. If anyone can help me, I would be very grateful.